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is not that good lately,
feeling so down....
i choose to be quiet...
or more quiet ....
cause i really duno what to say anymore....
i know u , thats y i wont fight back with u ....
i understand everything,
i know what u wanna do the next step,
so i just choose to be quiet....

well , is ok that u being meant to me ,
i really dont mind that much .
time past fast,
things has change ,
and time has change everything in my life.
sumtimes i wonder why?
ppl who being with me ,
couldnt see ?
any ppl who around me ,
just tel me ,
how i wish i can have a bf lik u ....
i totally din feel proud of it ,
cause i cant give what my gf wants...
youre right , im useless!
but i want u to know ....
now i useless ,
1 day or in future ,
i show u how USELESS i meant to u ....
i wont give up.....


come on ,
i teach u ,
not to trust ppl ,
and now what i get back?
u tel me u don trust me in this 2years?
is this a joke?
is this the way u do?
pls tel me NO ,
the fact is , this sentence already out from your mouth ...
im not hurt anymore ,
cause i already accept those words that come out from your heart is not easy to listen ....
i try to ignore,
i try lots of way....
not to think ....


MONEY?
u say is waste on me ... .
is ok ...
maybe im not that worth for u ...
i think the person u wants is not me ...
seriously ....
if your mind has target or whatever,
just go ahead....
i really will let u go ...
lots of things come out from my mind ,
telling me ....
making me confuse....
anyway , i really hope u were happy ....
if i really cant give happiness to u ...
so just go on ,
i will be fine =)




i promise myself not to cry infront of u anymore,
cause i want u to know ,
im not a chicken anymore!
i wont cry that easily ,
i hope that u wont suffer....
i hope u wont feel stress....
words u say ,
things u do ,
ill rmb and i wont take revange ,
so no worries.....



these 2 days my face is pain ,
i think u already forgot that u through the sk2 things that hit my face ,
by the way , it really hurts .
i wish time could turn back everything as well ,
but is too late...
i know it .....
so just let it be ......






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