i have read the diary ....
well, there is sumthing i wanna explain~
is not what u think like tat...
suppose i wanna sleep now ,
cause im so tired...
lack of sleeping ...
but is ok ...
i decided to spend sumtime here,
explain everything to you , my baby~
28OCTORBER
ern, about the things u wanna move back,
maybe thats right...
i know one day u are going back,
and im not gonna be confortable with it.
but is ok...thats your house...
you just going back sumwhr u belong.... =P
maybe one week you can come over onces ,
either i go over your house~
and slowly move to your hse...
maybe 1 day i will understand ,
why u said that own hse is better ^^
i know u stay in this hse,
so many pro u choose to leave,
is ok~ i just feel tat i tot ...
you will face everything with me...
but maybe~
i guess i had to accept everything ,
and do it by myself....
i understand your personality....
im just feeling so lost now...
my birthday coming ...
but yet i have no feel ...
no happiness~
when the moment i heard from your mouth,
do u rmb u ask me ...
izit 21st birthday so important?
well,maybe ~
or maybe not!!!!!!
just upset about it...
14 OCTORBER
about the titile you write,
baby, the past i had ,
i regret ok?
i really do....
but nomatter how much i treat ppl...
i do good, ppl cant see ...
but is ok, i just wanna be my own~
do everything i can help,
do what i suppose to do...
those pass things just forget about it...
i din look back for anything!
you should be more clear right?
about the diary?
well,i suppose to write blog everyday ...
but there is no time~
too tired....
im sorry to make u upset,
that i din write....
another reason was my chinese sucks!
not like your writting,
intersted =P
about friend?
do u really need so much fren?
ern, think deeply...
sum1 is important in your heart,
but do they really put u in heart?
pls : protect yourself my baby~
look at u, reminds me about wei ling,
before that there is a moment ,
she treat me like NOTHING!
on that moment...
i know....
i learn....
i feel......
alot of things was SUCKS!
and im so upset...
but why i need to upset for a person who wont upset for me?
right?
and i decide not to put any frens on my b.fren list anymore~
NO NO NO!!!!!!
there is sumthing i really wish to ask...
izit life with me vry bored?
now a days u just complain sien~
but another way, u telling ppl that you don like keep go out...
well, just wondering!
if ONE day u feel that being with me ...
is BORED, or TIRED....
you may leave ok...
maybe is my problem....
no skill to make u stay beside me~
there is so many lies in this world,
but yet, i found YOU,
CHENG SUI LIN...
a person who let me feel,
confortable ,
happy,
enjoy,
and most important is,
worth to love~
i know im not good in sweet talk,
i learn and keep my self not to get angry,
not to make u angry,
but hopes i really the one u wants,
to make you suprise ,
make you happy....
im sorry for every mistake i have done ....
time will prove how much i love you~ <3
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