sHouLd I....

yesterday sleep at 3sumthing ...
but i still cant get to bed...
and i just cry before went to bed.... AGAIN...
zhu zai... i really miss u so much!!!!!
and....... aiks!
before u sleep i made a call for u ...
notice that... when i sign in your msn,
happy cat reply your msg....
and i have a look on it ...
realize that is u find her...
u tel me u kacao her....
sumthing reminds me that u said.. always em song her?
so why are u still finding her?
izit what u say doesnt means the same with your reaction?
another side is ... u also din tel me u find her what...~~~
u except me report everything to u ?
how about u ? did u do it when u started to need expect from sum1 ?
4get about all this ....



yesterday 12.30am im back home jo!
its been so long i din back so early when im alone ....
i guess things has to change~
i will do what i suppose to do ....
as long i know what im doing....
i know who i am .... thats enaugh.... =)



this morning fatch u to work....
you said im different ?
well, i should wake up early....
try not to sleep till so late anymore.....
gotta be responsible ....
gotta work hard....
gotta start everything by my own!!!!!
to get what i want~~~~
WAIT FOR ME......









if .... there is a way to turn back time ....
i would rather.......



















day with missing my zhu zai
=leave in peace in heaven