confuse....

who i am?
im just a normal ppl....
working in a dam bz salon!!!! =(
tired about it ....
but i cannot give up... sob sob!
my boss?
he is 72 years old this year...
i cares about him~
cause he is same age with my gong gong ....
well, unlucky is my grandfather has pass away ....
just cant 4get those suffering moment ...
anyway, thats the reason i worry about my boss...
there is too many things i haven learn enaugh....
time cant bring back lots of things... CRY
what i need?
what i want?
i cannot just stop here...
nomatter how hard is the road...
i gotta juz walk walk walk....
without giving up anything....
take a "chance".....

=just 4get about this sucks pro 1st....





past few days? well,.....
guess i alrdy 4get what i have done!
i just know it been quiet tired too...
althought is the 2nd week....
my back and my leg....
i feel lik crying now ....
but .... i muz tahan!!!!
sat and sun?



SATURDAY.....
wake up 9am man!!!!
work ... .LOL.... not that tired actually ....
reach sg.wang 9sumthing in the morning le almost 10am la!
but .... aiks... if fucking early LOL~
so da bao drinks for my dad and myself...
then sit at his shop online ....
nothing much to do....
wow! lucky not that much customer 2day....
well, tired also ....
8sumthing leave sg.wang ...
pick u from mid....
fatch my bro back home ....
TIRED of me~
and we went to shu ming house take hamster...
3baby hamster....
we got 5 things to feed....
geng la!!! 1st time got so small baby hamster... CUTE =P
heee... we went to my fren birthday party...
gao dim liao... come home feed our baby @@
and tonight YOURE MINE.... =)
cause next morning can send you to work 2gether....





TODAY!
walao... is a sucks day for me!
early morning fatch u go work jo...
on the way to sg.wang....
i was thinking wanna buy ticket ... suprice u !
who knows.... in the end was... SOB~
my hair?... cut d .... tot suprice u too ...
could make u happy ...
so what? i think myself is so fucking geng meh ?
diu .... come on!!!!!!!
so many things happen LOL .... WTF!!!!!!
hate hate hate..... my mind was controlling ........
after work go pick u ....
i feel so down .... aiks~
anyway.... suan la.... i have no comman....
why i always do so well?
why i always treat ppl so well?
so ? what i get ? i get nothing ...
cause i din need anything from any1....
is ok~ just do whatever u guys want ....
my heart ... is TIRED~ .... SPEECHLESS....
come home~ let ppl fuck!!!!!
saying that i din pick call....
ok fine !!!!!!! i tahan... din wanna show my temper...
bath gao dim .... aiks...!!!!
preparing mood to copy lyrics for u ....
well....i have no mood now!!!!!
is totally DOWN and EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...............
msg u so many times ... no reply !!!!!!!
gal, what is the time now ?
4sumthing am~~~~
who say wanna sleep early?
i think i should go home earlier next time ...
so u could do your things.....
so what i had done?
i online LOL .... so free... relax awhile...
of cause got see his blog .....
this is what i normally do.....
since when ...? i started to be lik this? FUCK!
should i close my eye ?
should i get angry?
or should i act ntg ?
well, asking u did he find u ...
of couse is everything .........
but u say got after hanging up the phone ...
u say u tot i saying sms or call....
i guess u not stupid enaugh ba ?
u more clear what i asking ....
i duno whats makes u give me the answer no...
anyway, is not important....
dulan ... know why?
i think u duno ba ?
u din show me u doesnt care about him anymore...
well, those idiot msg was still in your phone .... !!!!!!
i care....
i mind....
so what? got pro?
why always argue or what....
u just cant be the 1 who come back...
and the ending will be ?
u still angry .... em song .... lik em gam yun but yet u say sorry....
does your sorry have any meaning ?
guess what?
you're so same with me last time ...
i totally un your feelings ....
is ok!!!!!!! fine..... i just got a sucks day!
and i just cant let it go .....
guess i gotta change lots of things...
sorry to let u feel that i was fuck here fuck there....
as your bf... i cant jealous or what?
u can don bother other ppl ...
no reply them... why u cant do that to him ?
so important ? to reply him?
well, i just try not to talk much find argue ....
i think the next time i should have quiet of everything ...
cause whn i say i em song what...
u will emo... then the last em song person is u ...
what about me ?
i just can stand aside like sohai see u ....
who still rmb sad person is me?
aiks.......
i know what to do.....
at the end......
im fucking SPEECHLESS at this moment ........
talk less , life will be better... smooth.... peace....
like how i do in my working places...